
I can understand that point of view because I myself have been in a situation like this but not with heavy drugs only with the soft stuff, but a lot of people feel like that isn’t enough so they dabber in heavy narcotics and once they do it affects the mind quickly and once it affects the mind in a extremely negative way through extreme usage, it’s become a mental illness that’s incredibly hard to reverse, it becomes a part of you it’s something that you think about on a daily basis, not only will it change your physical appearance it’ll change your psychological appearance as well, you start to see yourself incredibly differently, your minds is warped and change disfigured almost. This is a hard price to pay to feel alive, I can simulate the effects of various drugs just by pitting my mind in a very positive place, a lot of people are incapable of doing this and therefore turn to drugs that put their mind in this place, the same chemicals that these drugs release can easily be released naturally by you in a safe doses within the mind. Just by concentrating on various positive things and happiness you can bring about a feeling that is stronger than any drug, I’ve experienced this on various occasions and I think I’m starting to become somewhat of a master of it. Mental health resources like mental health systems or a mental-health technician would definitely be required if you want to try to kick the habit that is this deadly addiction.